i miss posting entries here. seems like i want to blog here again. i never felt this thing before. i treat this as my HOME blog. i have a blog in multiply but the entries that i post there are not as meaningful like the entries that i post here ( did i say meaningful? when its supposed to be non sense). i dont know why. there is part of me which tells that i should be back in blogging.
i blog when i feel that no one would listen to me. and today, yeah. that's what im feeling right now. im at home today. we don't have classes and im happy about that. actually im tired of going back to tanauan. i dont want to go to school anymore. whenever the time comes that i have to go back, i really feel sad, heavy. something like that. i dont want to leave antipolo anymore. i want to stay here for good. but that thing wont be possible unless i finish college and i have to wait another school year. i really hate the fact that i need to go back so i will be able to finish my studies. i feel like tanauan is very far away from manila. it seems like im very distant from my friends. i hate that feeling. i feel so alone and im scared of being alone. i know i have to deal with it but how long?
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